I know it's my fault

I went to JB,Malaysia after like 3 years. I had my dinner at City Square,Stone Grill. Quite nice except that the stone ain't hot for mine.

I went back home fast for a mahjong session. And that's when the surprise kicked in.Everyone rushed in with a cake and started singing the birthday song. I was not shocked by the sudden appearance of the cake.I'm shocked at the number of people who came.

Other than Xian Feng,Choon Tat,Jia Hao,Jun An whom i called them personally,Wan Jia, Wan Zhen,Hui Jie,Pei Qi,Aik Hao,Wei Cheng,Xian Zheng,Hui Koon and Kevin Yeo came.

I'm very surprised and touched that they did this for me.Though i acted hostile and rude,i just don't know how to express my feelings to others.And yes,Xian Feng,i cried.You don't need to say softly to others that i am crying.

It's like first time in 17 years where this happens,i definitely feel happy.For those who came,i treated them as my best friends despite me being harsh to them physically and mentally. As for those who never come,like Ashilah,i'm also grateful because she made the cake.A cake is already very touching,but self made?It just makes me even happier.

After the celebration,some of them raped my toys,some raped the laptop,some chit chatted.Generally quite touched.

That's all de arimasu!!!
Like Wei Cheng said, i hope Rina will wish me happy birthday.I'll be so happy.