走れ！アルくん！

今日はJia Haoの十八歳誕生日デス、おめいてどう！！！前日はAh Koonのたんじょうびです。ハンサムスーツは見てです。

最近は懲り懲り、めちゃめちゃだ！ほんとうにだめだ！

Alright,what's on is better off written in English.Someone asked me this question,"Alvin,why are you like that?So fucked up and corrupted.Don't you ever have a decent day before?"

I...
I seriously do not know how to answer that question.I don't know how i became this.Is it i've always been like this or that i really changed from the beginning?I...just want to be recognized,remembered or even loved(as in being liked),be it in the good way or bad way.I would rather people to think me as a fucked up corrupt fucker but is interesting instead of just being a normal boy.

I never like to be normal.I want to be special and stand out.I've probably done that,as a joker with a weird sense of humor.I want to be the first that people think of when they want to choose a joker.



But i guess that is too much.I am starting to doubt my interest too.Am i really cut out to be an engineer?Why am i even liking it?All i know is i get amazed with technology but my true love comes from giant robots. Anything that can do whatever we ask em to do,will make me high.But my engineering skills sucked.I'm being mocked by not even Malaysians in my class but even Singaporeans in my class.

When i ask them why are they so fucking harsh on me regarding academic and life,they say because i am vulgar.

I SAY FUCK YOU.

What does that got to do with my question?If you say you despise me or look down on me,then say so.Why bring another topic up?If its bcos of me sprouting vulgarities,you can jolly well shut your bloody ears!Then you started to say i corrupted everyone with my vulgarities.Come on,if you are not corrupted in the first place,you won't be affected by me.

But then i figured out my real interest.I love toys.As long as they can be played with,i like them.So i've decided to try to work in Bandai Japan in their manufacturing factories.

But i bet when my classmates see this,they will probably mock at me again.

That's all de arimasu.
I seriously missed Rina.