Lonely~

Peeking through the door crack, the way i see my mum treating my sister is something i would never understand.

From my angle,it seems like i'm seeing a mother caring for the child as an outsider. It's like eons since my mum would sit by me,pat me at the back,comfort me,say things i hope to hear.But no,it ain't happening.

Maybe i display a tough boy image at her

Maybe she is really biased towards my sis.

Maybe i am just a whinny brat who wants this and that.

Just one time,i hope i won't feel lonely.



The nights are cold,so are my feelings within.I need family love.Heck care about friendship or relationship...nothing beats family love.


I lived in a fucked up family...hope you guys would appreciate your own family.
That's all de arimasu!!
Let's see,95 now?