I can tell you. This is not my true face right now.

Things just don't go well for me.


I suddenly feel very weird. Can't eat at school or smile the way i used to.

Why must things go this way?


Just when i decided to accept them, they forced me to go and distrust them once more. Same with tA, there is someone out there to get me.And i think i know who.

I'm already as drained as possible.Three reports a week with homework and i am trying my best to adapt but things just aren't as smooth as it is.

I can bang into a wall, a tv and even into a pole on the MRT.This shows how distracted i am now.

I just don't like things as it is now.I just wish that i can survive properly.


The always cheerful Alvin finally stopped his smiling.

GAME OVER

That's all de arimasu.
For the first time,the pain never fades.
“本当、俺の雨はどこか。この雨は俺が必要だ。。。たぶん。”