LOLZ

I dunno why is sabotaging so fun.

I love it at times,i hate it at times. Though i do it,but my sabotaging is more of joking than harmful. I may be a bastard or guai lan kia,but the least i do is respect people's feelings.

Aim at me only,i can take it.In fact i can take a few million times of it.But if it involved people,hell no its fun. I have unlimited amount of patience and forgiveness but not everyone is the same as me.So please.

Yesterday was like the at least once a year 2/6 outing. The attendance was more than satisfactory and i enjoyed seeing everyone again. Our outing was spent at E2Max.

The total attendance was quite big with me,Xianfeng,Choon Tat,Jia Hao,Wei Cheng,Hui Koon,Kevin Yeo,Xianzheng,Yi Xuan,Mingshu,Kang Yi,Peizhen,Cheryl,Sarah and Edwin. We all had dinner at Pastamania then we headed to E2Max. Our original plan was to book a room and have fun in there but because it was fully booked,so we played LAN for two hours first until we take our room.

When the time comes, we simply went in and watched Balls of Fury.Though i watch it before,it's still hilarious rewatching it. Not everyone stayed till the end, Kangyi,Yi Xuan and Cheryl left first because they have their own things to do.

After watching it, we had to rush because the last train is arriving soon. Me, Jia Hao and Choon Tat had time before our last train while the others have no choice but to take bus because their train had left. Train-ed all the way home and reached home...

Just to see that.

Gawd damn it.

That's all de arimasu!!
It's only June and i already pre-ordered my own birthday present.Prolly is my only present :D

This is Iain Foo,one of my closer friends in NYP

Miss Peach here~ Alvin is busy watching his videos yo. So i am here to help him yo.

Who am i, you were saying yo?

I am Miss Peach yo.The small little peach that Alvin has yo.

I do chores and tasks for him yo.So sometimes when you think you're not talking to Alvin yo,that will be Peach yo~

Alvin is going to have his class outing later yo~
Wonder if he will enjoy it yo yo~

Ok i am just a peach with no hands yo.It's hard bouncing on the keyboard yo.
That's all de peach yo~
RAW is WAR

It's true that Redbull gives you wings...

But for my case,it gives me the sugar rush.

I decided to grab a can of Redbull because i havent drink it for years.So i was wanting to drink one.However,my bad habit kicked up again.

I finished it in a shot.

Suddenly,i felt my body very hot and energetic. I started to go crazy.

And now...I'M GAWD DAMN TIRED.

DAMN IT,I'LL REFRAIN FROM REDBULL UNLESS I NEED THE SUGAR RUSH.

I decided on some crucial things.Despite failing the other time, i am going to give it another go once more.No need getting down and emotional for no reason.I shall do it once more.5 years is nothing.I prolly can tahan 10 years.

That's all de arimasu!!
Rina!!!

I really tried

I feel very lifeless this week.
Too much "things" happen.Not that i hate it,i just felt a deja vu in it.

I've been downloading loads of software lately.
Being a bastard,i've downloaded Unigraphics NX5 and last night Mastercam X3.Seriously,with the amount of editing in dll and registry,i'm so going to be sued if caught,hahaha,especially NX5 which took me two nights.

Gawd,30th May is this Saturday.Xian Feng just had to say it until so formal that i keep thinking, "Meow,30th May is like...THIS SATURDAY!? PINKA POW POW"

I wonder what will happen.
Pow wow,going to school soon for workshop.Hope to bump into Iain and his class.

That's all de arimasu!!
Damn

This is my drinking cup

Cup or vase? That's the biggest problem that i thought of today.

Well i found this in my kitchen,so naturally it is a cup. But the fact that my kitchen also keeps things that shouldn't belong to the kitchen, like the hardware drawer and even my secondary school failed maths test papers, made me think that it might be a vase.

However, i used it quite a lot of times, so it should be a cup. And it fills liquid,SO IT HAD TO BE A CUP! BUT! I HAVE YET TO SEE ANY OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS USE IT! So...is it because it is a vase so they didn't use it? But that would mean i am the stupidest member in the family,thinking that a vase is a cup.

But, i found this "cup" beside the plate of cups in my kitchen.SO IT HAD TO BE A CUP! However,i already said it's beside the plate of cups,NOT inside the plate so it could be not a cup!

Ok,next point, there are two of them stacked together.No one stack vases right? So this have to be a cup.But who says you cannot stack vases?As long as it doesn't fall, you can stack everything,including planes! But my maid washes it everytime i use it. So it must be a cup! But people washes vase as well!

Then again, when i drink, it feels just like using a cup.But sometimes i feel that the hole is too big until the water leaked out of my mouth.A cup shouldn't do that! Also i realize my maid always have a grin when i take it.Is that a signal to say that i am stupid taking a vase as a cup? But my maid always have that grin!




Conclusion: FUCK! I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! VASE OR CUP,CUP OR VASE! I USED A CLEAN ONE TO DRINK FROM.FUCK CARE!!!!!!

But what if there are dengue virus in the cup?
Gawd,this can go on for life.

That's all de arimasu!!
I am sooooooo stupid

My current Rina Aizawa shrine with a cameo appearance of Miss Peach.

In my whole freaking 17 years of life, i never had anything much to be proud of.Finally,i have something small to be proud.

I present to you my Rina shrine.It's not big or small to be exact.Somehow it's just a comfortable image.I know i am lacking the most basic SHS Go-On yellow.But i will get it soon. Invested quite a lot in this collection. Just those small small figures you see cost me around $300.Not forgetting Rina's first DVD and some various cards. Also the big big calender i hung at my door and the big big G3 Princess Poster i have.I dare say this collection reached $500.

Gah,going to school later for CNC training. After that,i gonna rush up some reports.

I need a new pair of shoes!!

I need a new bag!!

I need to upgrade my wardrobe!!

I need to get a haircut!!

I'll prolly get a haircut later or tomorrow.
So many things to get, yet so little time to go shopping...who wanna go with me? :(

That's all de arimasu!!
Tyrannosaurus is big...

My poor legs

Those legs who had accompanied me in my walking for 17 years had finally show me some resistance.

I guess i was torturing them too much.My legs now ache when it rain.Well done.

It ache when i walk, medium rare.

I am tahaning the pain all i can, raw.

Haha,but nevertheless,i love my feet and legs.

Life definitely gotten more hectic and more interesting. Reports to rush through.Well done again.

Figuring that not really many people read this blog,i might as well just rant out random things. Sometimes karma is a bitch.When you did something bad,you make up thinking that it's all over.But no.It's always looking at you. The moment you do anything sinful,it will latch on to you and make you suffer. Seeing that i've ruined people mentally(Well,most of the people i know) and also...i ruined a girl with my selfish actions.Despite me making it up,it was useless.But i can't be blamed totally.Sometimes i really just get pissed.But overall,i am a man.I shouldn't be doing this. Seeing that everything is over, i feel somewhat relieved and a bit empty.Maybe because in the past,i did it almost everyday and suddenly it's gone.Can't say what i want to say man...

Enough is enough,i don't wish to hurt anymore people,especially towards girls.BUT BUT however,i will still mind fuck people :) That's my job and dream in the first place. I do not want to hurt another girl anymore.My actions are damn fugg if i had to say.

That's all de arimasu!!

PINKA POW POW,Suzuka Morita can NEVER EVER win Aizawa Rina~

The favourite side of my room

It used to be empty and filled with junk. Now it's filled with all my favourites, from Sentai Robos, Sentai DX toys, TV, DVD player, my Aizawa Rina shrine or the Go-On Yellow Shrine and also my massive collection of COCO magazines. To think i already collected them for 5 years. I have all except issue 56 if i am not wrong.DAMN

I had the most DANG moment of my life today. One happened at the coffeeshop where i was buying my rice.

After like some time, i decided to eat Tenderfresh,seeing that i haven't eat them for quite some time.

This is the convo i had with the guy.

Me: Uncle, half bbq chicken rice packet
Uncle: No.9?
Me: *looks* erm ya
Halfway thru
Uncle: Boy, you got 50 cents?

Seeing that the rice was $4.50, so i thought they ran out of 50 cents coins for the change of my $5.
Me: *thinks* ya
So i started to dig the 50 cents out.
When my order came, i paid him $5.50.

In the end, he gave me back $1 change but it consists of my coins! I was like, erm you have change for one dollar, ten cents etc. yet you ask me for 50 cents.

I was like ?? when he gave me back one dollar in spare change, in which half of it is my coins. Oh my gawd.

The next DANG thing was even more funny. I wanted to buy bubble tea so i went to the shop. I was standing at there like an idiot for 10 minutes and i peeked to see if the auntie was there. Ya she is there but she is counting coins.I was like, "you left the whole shop empty to count your coins?"

Fuggg,i left there without my bubble tea.
Holy, school's up tomorrow.Wheee
That's all de arimasu!!
Oh yeah,Rina finally have a guest role in a drama called Hancho!!

I AM NOT A CHIPMUNK!

Firstly,i am human and NOT a chipmunk!

Second,i know i am cute but NOT a chipmunk!

Lastly,i DIDN'T eat Theodore and Simon!

I hate it when people call me Alvin and the Chipmunks,I AM NOT A CHIPMUNK!

Hmph!
That's all de arimasu!!!!
Angry!

FOR ONCE! A ? PICTURE!!

Recently,there is this person whom i keep getting familar vibes of someone from the past in my life.

I dunno,i just get it whenever i had contact.I sort of missed this vibes because it was missing for 3 years.I just wished it would be there for me when i want it~



Hounding people is a job meant for loan sharks.You all had just ruined whatever you all built up.



Wheee,i love my life now~
That's all de arimasu!!!
I had loads of planning to do.

A normal day in my neighbourhood

It's Wednesday again and i have no school again! Sounds cool but not really fun in a way.

It's been around a month since Year Two starts and i've gotten used to the hectic lifestyle i have to go through,especially when Year Two is dubbed the Reports Year.

Fortunately,an every hundred years born once genius like me can handle it.HAHAHA

Academic are okay for me,i just need to maybe spend a little more time with one or two modules.And amazingly,i had no problems with maths.HOW SCARY IS THAT.

ALVIN IS OKAY WITH MATHS!

Last night,i spent quite a while thinking.So what if i didn't have the desired partner i want?I have tons of friends, people out there appreciating my humor,my own sweet little idol Rina-chan and the most fucked up personality i have in me.

Life is fun enough with these few factors.I could do without love or what.Right now,i'm having as much fun as possible.

If you had to say love,i <3 Aizawa Rina.This name will be my most favourite name ever.Rina is a lovely and sweet,i never had regrets being her biggest fan for 15 months.She's still my No.1 idol out there.

Oh yeah,i am getting pumped for my 10k yen photo of Rina.I wonder what message will she leave me?

That's all de arimasu!!
Fly fly butterfly, kaninabu chao chee bye~

Yeah,i give up

Time and time i tell myself,when you want to help someone,GIVE in your very best.Be the most persistent asshole if you have to.Just keep doing until you get the desired results.

But probably a few trillion times i tried to help people, none succeeded.Sometimes i was even called busybody or even worse, get bitten back.

I don't need a thank you or what.I just want to see people get back on their feet.


SO WHAT'S THE POINT OF ME HELPING,SACRIFICING JUST TO GET BITTEN IN THE END?

To help someone,i can go to the extent of doing the most craziest thing,even talk to the parents or best friend whom i don't even know.But,in the end,i was never appreciated. I can skip meals to think of plans to cheer people,i can sacrifice sleep just to talk the person out.

It's futile and stupid.
I give up.

Away from the bad side, yesterday, my cousin had his birthday celebration at my house's nearby BBQ pit.It wasn't a big celebration but it was fun.The birthday boy

My cousin and my aunt
My cousin,me and my mum

The big group photo

That's all de arimasu!
Life's a bitch

Bought these two DVDs to curb my boredom.

It's been a while since i bought something for myself.I always wanted to buy "The Great Yokai War" in the past but never got to.So this time round i bought it.Seeing that TS had the promotion of two for $20.One dvd is $12.90. I figured that why not get another one.

I wanted to get Gegege no Kitaro Live Action movie 2 but i watched it already.I was looking for ROOKIES SP dvd but to no avail.So i chose Gyakkyo Nine as the second one.Maki Horikita is in it so why not?

I found another of my interests.I loved Japanese mythology and their folklores. They are surprisingly very attractive to me.I even tried to learn Onmyoudo.I wanna be like Abe no Seimei.He's a real good Onmyoji.

Lately, i haven't been eating well or behaving normally as i would.I always feel disturbed.Too much things had happen and i forgotten how to constantly cheer myself up. When i am with people,my actions beg to differ but however,when i am alone...i just lose the smile.

No one appreciates it so...i give up.No more helping anymore.The more i help,the more disturbed i might get.

I just hope i will survive through the remaining time in poly.Not academic wise,i am very okay with academic.I'm bothered by social status.I probably made myself a joke just now.

That's all de arimasu.
I think the only thing that can cheer me up will be the Rina photo i ordered.

I can tell you. This is not my true face right now.

Things just don't go well for me.


I suddenly feel very weird. Can't eat at school or smile the way i used to.

Why must things go this way?


Just when i decided to accept them, they forced me to go and distrust them once more. Same with tA, there is someone out there to get me.And i think i know who.

I'm already as drained as possible.Three reports a week with homework and i am trying my best to adapt but things just aren't as smooth as it is.

I can bang into a wall, a tv and even into a pole on the MRT.This shows how distracted i am now.

I just don't like things as it is now.I just wish that i can survive properly.


The always cheerful Alvin finally stopped his smiling.

GAME OVER

That's all de arimasu.
For the first time,the pain never fades.
“本当、俺の雨はどこか。この雨は俺が必要だ。。。たぶん。”

Memorable and lovable~

Busy is the only thing i can say in my mind now.So busy with many many stuffs. Reports, crashing lectures,crapping,watching shows. Oh man,too much things to do.

Reports wise...well generally i am more busy with reports because i always do the starting point and normally starting points means?

Finishing 80% of everything.

Well can't blame anything.I'm diligent. So diligent that tomorrow i will be crashing Iain's maths lecture again. I'm interested in Euler's formula while using the Integration Factor.Sounds cool.I actually still remember that firstly it's

xe where e have a power of the coefficient of x. then integrate both sides.Awesome man.

Lately i wasn't really on the good mood. But well,things are meant to be like this.I'm always the one being at fault or being late.

Well,going off to do another report. That's all de arimasu!!
Oh ya, on a short note, the small embed widget i have at the side is called Plurk.It's really fun.More fun than Facebook.Really try it.

R.I.P

Lately too much things had happened.

First i banged into a wall,both mentally and physically,second,i banged into a tv now the death of my best buddy banged me.

It really hurts.

Afterall,i took my greatest care in it.I rather feed it than eat my own lunch.

In fact,i've havent really eaten in the past week. If i am not wrong,i only eat dinner at home.For this week,i only ate about 5 meals.I didn't eat yesterday at all.

Somehow the hunger is not as painful as that.So well,yeah...i just want to stay happy.

That's all de arimasu!
It was 1 year, 3 months and a night.Gawd damn

I find this extremely hilarious

There was this equation made by a second rate scientist. He said this funny equation.

"The amount of tears you have is proportional to your age!"

He even made a graph that looks like this.


He then added on and explained,"When you are young and cry,you will have alot of tears flowing down right? But as you get older, your tears amount will get lesser and lesser until when you are crying,nothing comes out from your eyes.Because the tears amount is so small that you only cry inside your heart."

Seriously,i wonder who in the world made him a scientist.
But in a crappish way,it's a bit true la.

Not long ago,my mum used my birth date and time to calculate my fortune and what came out was, "You will suffer in one of the aspects in your life until you are 25. After 25,your life will change to the optimal level."

It's fucking true.

That's all de arimasu!!
PUCHIUNA!

PEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME!

There lives a young boy with seemed to have everything he wants. Toys,games,just anything he wants,he gets it.

Provided that he is obedient and produce results with at least 90 and above.

Though the boy had everything, he did not know how to socialize.Day after day,he would spend his time studying,going home on time,going tuition. He was never given the freedom of what a boy needs, even if he wants to carry his own bag, no one allows him.

The boy never had friends.

He never faced hardship.

He didn't know what is call failure until...the first obstacle came. He got a 72 for maths and the other subjects ranging from 95-100 marks. Anyone would be happy except this boy. He was afraid.This is the first time he saw a 7 at the front. He is only used to seeing 9 or 10. This went down hard on him...not just mentally...but physically.

The cane was ruthless at that time.

The strict lifestyle and scoring 100 as a life's job had many effect on this boy. Canes were his greatest fear...

With the strict lifestyle he had,one day he realized he missed out a homework.As a boy who is afraid what's going to come, he ran away instead of facing it. At a tender age of 7, he ran away from school and was afraid that he might get punished. However, instead of admitting it, this boy...kept on running. Eventually ending up at the police station, he even weaved his first ever lie. And that first time was towards a policeman.

When the truth was out,it was harsh on everyone who believed in that boy. But at the same time, it was harsh for that boy's backside and body.

From that day onwards, he know he need something else...FRIENDS. This boy didn't know how to socialize. He didn't do it before. He was afraid that if he made friends and caused trouble, the beating will return.

Without anything or talent to socialize, he made use of money. Sure,it brought him lots of friends but manipulative friends to be exact. The friendship runs on money. Without money,no friends. The boy simply just do it...bcos he didn't know how to talk.He was very quiet and really obedient.

However, reality is harsh.Eventually it slammed on his face real hard. He decided...to start a rebellion. He's so used to beatings that he decided to start a rebellion.

This boy changed.Not only in attitude but also in everything.His results dropped but his source of joy is no longer tons of books.It's friends.Friends that he made with his own effort.

For a quiet guy who never dares to even think of vulgarities to evolve into a lame,cold,vulgarities sprouting,rude,funny,full of insults person, this shows how bad his life was. From a guy who never dares to speak up to someone who speaks up more than ever, this shows how much he changed. He loathe that old life and never wants it back.But if he didn't do anything, it will slam him back again.

But...he found his shield. His protective shield. They are called friends.They protected him so that he shall never need or will return to that sick life where studies are of top priority and sleeping at 10pm,never late and never being rude.

That boy is called Alvin Lee Wei Hang.

I am very thankful for the amount of friends i have.If i didn't have them, i would slowly go back to that sick life and never be the Alvin you all see now.

So now,i am going to thank all of my friends and victims of my mouth,and i mean friends,not those hi and bye,go and die friends or those who i dun often even see. If i leave out anyone...well life's hard,be cool :)

So thank you...
From Unity Sec: Xian Feng,Choon Tat, Jia Hao, Jun An, Wei Cheng, Hui Koon, Kevin Yeo, Xian Zheng, Edwin, Pei Qi, Ashilah, Xing Wei, Wee How, Hui Jie, Agnes, Pei Zhen, Wan Jia, Wan Zhen, everyone from 1/6,2/6,3/5,4/5

From tA:Nelson,Basil,Boss,Yat,Wei Jie, Jian Yang,Daniel,Gareth

From NYP: Iain,Afiq,Aldrich,Nicholas,Ranie,Lynnette,Shelly,Andy,Xiao Hua, Winson, Zhi Wei, Yee Tian, all lecturers that taught me(I treat all of them like friends,esp Miss Jerilee Leong and Miss Chan)

From outside: Pry,Hui Fei

There are a lot a lot.

So see, this is the amount of friends that a boy who didn't know how to socialize had within a few years of speaking up. So,why should you be afraid of socializing?It might drag some results down but i can assure life will be better.

This is my life.My story.Actually if i say in person,it will be more real because words are not enough for my life.

That's all de arimasu!!
hehehehe...

Flying pigs

Maybe i am too rash or i am just losing it. But it's hard not to admit it! You know...its like this then that then just kaboom...it just came and left a deep deep impression. How can i stop it?




Still,i'm still scared. I tried to do more but something is holding me back...and...sometimes Alvin really is the biggest joker of the year.






Is this serious or laughable?All i know now is that i might have just did it.I just hope...that new life changes everything. Oh ya,i have to really declare something.




I AM NOT GAY

And the event today was fun.I enjoyed it.
Ya,that's all de arimasu.
While thinking of it, my 2kg laptop crashed onto my foot. Talk about karma.

Me love legs

By right, i wanted to blog only after i passed one month in NYP but seeing that i wanted to say something, i decided to blog.

Academic studies are still okay,although it will be a need to study hard.

Friends wise,made more friends, and i felt more happy in school than ever.Dunno why,probably because i clicked well with everyone in class...even till the point that i get feedbacks.

I actually got a feedback from a teacher that i am naughty.


COME ON! That's the Alvin way! Since Miss Toh wouldn't tell me who is it, i will disturb every class now and then.

Wednesday, i will have the prize presentation thingy to go to,although i didn't win anything at all.Attendance is compulsory and Miss Jerilee Leong ask me to think of some questions for the EDB and SPRING Singapore directors.Goodness.

I'm really busy now and then,reports and homework are picking up and sometimes i have to sacrifice friends.For those who thinks i neglected them on purpose,use your bloody brain and think before complaining to me.I have school and my own matters.Please think more reasonably.

I got to go rush off to do my work.That's all de arimasu!!


OH YA,my sweet little Rina have her own CM on in Japan! She is advertising about a bug bite cream.Enjoy,it's really cute,that's the main attraction of Jp CMs.

My first picture taken with my first ever digital camera

I went out with my family,erm...logically yesterday,which is Labor Day. I went to Suntec City with my mum and sis. Our target is to eat at the japanese buffet restaurant,Kui-Shinbo(Which was the wrong romanized name because when i read their kana title,it was Kushibou.)

The food is godly delicious! Real,traditional Japanese food in front of me! I ate sashimi,the snow crabs,oden,soba,tempura and LOTS of unagi!!

I was very very full.I got some pictures taken by my sister.Once i have it,i will upload it.

After that,my sister bought her DSLR at Courts Toa Payoh. Now that she got the big-ass camera,naturally her old 10 megapixel digital camera becomes mine.Finally i can camwhore...(Shit,i leaked out)

I'll see what to do for the next day.Meanwhile,i am really really tired...Oh ya,join Plurk which is the new embed i had in my blog.Go have one too and let's be friends~Then it will be more fun~

That's all de arimasu!!
The same old situation is back.Should i protect my rights or give it away?